found it, an abundance of it.

seriously though, when did this happen? it kinda freaks me out because it has never been this easy. 

on another note, 

last night my excitement to grow old was affirmed in the form of a flying house. 'nough said. 

on yet another note, my favorite pass time these days is to figure out what i was doing on this day last summer. I recall tomorrow's last summer SO vividly I could almost relive it. which makes me happy. kinda. it also makes me miss things. kinda. all i know for sure is i drew a skeleton a year ago today. not this one, but close. 

if found

need to find my game. 

I'm not completely sure where it went, perhaps somewhere in between getting shot down and failing math [you wouldn't think that would have anything to do with it but it does] 

a lot can happen in a month. 

I plan on keeping my end of the promise. 

irresistible fascination.

I've been at that point lately where I've just been throwing caution to the wind in everything I do. its such a good feeling. 

caring without a CARE. 

this week is big. 

I feel heartless for being so joyful that the seniors are graduating.

I'm happy to see them go because they're ready to go. 

and they're ready because of everything that happened this year specifically. 

the freedom of france, the dramatics of the show, the tangled romances.

even more than that, I'm so sure that most of these people are forever. 

 

 

shiot son.

i am proud we made that decision today even though it was hard. 

i am proud i made it to the end of this year with only minor injuries. 

i am proud of the evolution of my hair.  

one-hundred seventy-six days in counting. 

eeeek.

SO MUCH TO DO.


but where is the time my friend?

peas.

kinda miss being in a pod. 

kinda miss it more than I should.

yikes.  

bravo adulthood.

beginning to reconsider....

everything. 

I'm inconsistent. "lovely", but inconsistent. 

I bet its my outwardly sarcastic nature that causes my ultimate inconsistencies. 

its just scary. 

"start deciding the rest of your life. today."

I can't hang.

I'm all talk. 

I want out but out where? 

and I'm suppose to know where I'm going a year from now? 

can't

hang. 

so sick of these not-so-midlife crisis'.