Wouldn't it be funny if that was true?

its all so...messy.
a reminder of why for the past four months I have attempted [without succeeding of course] to stay out of it.
You'd think after four years I would have learned by now.
but then again, this is not something that is taught.

heres the kicker: I like the mess. I miss the mess.

[I mainly just need a prom date. and perhaps someone who doesn't make a mess]
[Wouldn't it be funny if that was true?]