I am stuck in an in between.
I no longer have any desire to go to house parties. They are superficial and make me feel like an old woman. A lame old woman. Not like Maude.
I literally feel as though I have to put on new skin before walking into those parties.
on the other side,
I am not old enough to go out to bars with people closer to the age that I want to hang out with.
Which leaves me in my bed on a Friday night after a long rehearsal, alone and perplexed as to why I seemed to skip the "house party" phase.
This is one of those times I don't want to be pretentious.
but end up being anyway.
I am so,
I am too deeply human nearly all the time.
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