this is the story of my red right ankle.

My lack of trust is beginning to bite back.
This is my fault.

I never thought my greatest fear would be to have my heart broken.

but that is the person I've become:

The kind of person who loves too hard, cares too much, so much so that I can't willingly allow myself to believe that I can trust someone with the fist size, beating mass of ventricles and valves that now, in this past year, I can feel racing in my chest.