PRO

the pro con list is getting bigger.
*all pro con lists are getting bigger.

I like it here,
I just wish I wasn't distracted by the rejection that is waiting for me at home.

it was a reach, I know.
but somehow I thought this was going to be the shock of the year, the good news I've wanted all year, the recognition.
I have no right to complain.
I should have tried harder.
I could have tried harder.

ah well.
okay,
time to be positive, just the pros:

-small department
-one on one training
-alan arkin
-$10,000
-food [ie: THE BEST SANDWICH EVER]
-bolo ties
-art/creative writing program
-snow
-sound stage
-completely, and utterly by myself