a series of events....

The greatest feeling is slipping between newly clean sheets and staying there for hours. 

I can feel my body, my shoulders, my neck, my jaw tensing under the pressure of everything. 

This show has reminded me why I want to be an actor. and how I want to be an actor and not a singer. and how thankful I am I decided to study just acting and not follow through with musical theatre like I wanted to when I was 17. 

Lately I have been thinking a lot about 17 year old me. Who I was, and who I wanted to be. I am now sure that I completely and totally underestimated myself when I was 17. 

The girl under the lamppost who looked up at the sky and thought she saw everything but really didn't see anything at all.