right people, wrong time.

But- I don't even believe in the word 'right'
it isn't true.
it is.

I need to throw myself into something. I need to be emotionally invested again. mainly, to prove to myself that I am capable of being emotionally invested.

because at this point, I don't think I believe it.

I need a "ten points for sarah" moment.
or, I just need to drink a lot of Jameson. either way, I need a result.
I am sick of limbo.
i hate limbo.
limbo isn't even a good party game.
at all.