I truly enjoyed myself for the first time since before winter break last night.
It was nice talking to someone.
It was nice feeling like I could say anything and not have to fucking apologize for it.
I AM FINISHED APOLOGIZING FOR THINGS I SHOULD NOT APOLOGIZE FOR.
From here on out I'm living this up for me.
It is my turn.
I only wish I didn't hurt so horribly when other people hurt. It makes living for myself far more complicated. I feel like I'm not allowed to enjoy myself even though this is what I was instructed to do.
I'm following instructions.
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YES! I AM PROUD OF YOU! You are awesome. You know what's best.
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