I haven't said a lot of things out loud lately, mainly because I don't know who to say them to.
The greatest part of my days are listening to people I care about talk about people who care about them. I can picture the descriptive encounters so vividly and my mind is rushing with things I need to write.
For once, I feel like a true observer. Before my observations were riddled with biases and thoughts about my life and where I fit into the scene.
its now just me watching things play out.
but for the first time, this weekend, I realized something that I'll at least write down:
I want to be in the movies.
[my lump is smaller but its still not gone. something still doesn't feel right]
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