To be perfectly frank:

for the first time in a very very long time I actually and actively looking for it.
and even more shocking than that, I don't resent myself for wanting it. my experiment has lasted long enough.
I have enough data stored away in my mind through my case studies.
I could write a book.
[I should finish my play]


if i was penny lane i would be just as scared.
I would just be better at hiding it.

pear.
pear.
pear.
pear.
pair?